Yearly Archives: 2013

What Defines Us?

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I’ve had the privilege of meeting a ton of very interesting people in my lifetime. Many people I would have had no opportunity to run in to if I wouldn’t have been a cyclist/athlete.

Really, most people are special. It doesn’t take fame or money or accomplishment to make a person interesting. But for some reason, we humans seems to have a fixation on meeting or following people we consider to be “famous”.

People become famous for a multitude of reasons. Accomplishments, money, looks, and a million more reasons. I’m not sure the exact reason, but we tend to become attracted to this people. Maybe attracted isn’t the right word, interested might better. Whatever the description, we tend to pay more attention to people we deem special.

I find if sort of weird we do this, even though I take part in it somewhat.

I remember watching the Madonna video Truth or Dare. It was pretty much a documentary of Madonna doing the Blond Ambition Tour. It really doesn’t matter what you think of Madonna as a singer or person. It shows you what the daily life is of Madonna. What I got out of it was that you couldn’t pay me enough or give me enough to trade places with her. Her life was a complete hassle.

I think that is one of the reasons that movie stars and musicians tend to always marry each other. They both live similar lives and have to deal with the same problems, so they have something in common right up front. I don’t think unless you are in their situations you realize how much it changes you and your mentality of life. I think it would be impossible to really know the feeling unless you lived it daily.

Anyway, I’m straying here. I think a lot of the reasons that I feel accomplishment in life is doing things that I thought were going to be very difficult to achieve. Not only in athletics but in all sorts of things. Even small tasks that have been in the back of my mind feel like a accomplishment when I finally get around to doing them.

Doing a job as best as possible should always bring out a feeling of pride/accomplishment. It shouldn’t matter if the job was as simple as washing your windows or as huge as overhauling your engine. Obviously, there are different levels of accomplishment, but doing either of these as best as possible should make you feel good.

For me, the struggle is a big part of the accomplishment. The harder the task at hand, the bigger the reward. I think many people remember their early experiences in life or sport so vividly because they had so little knowledge of what they were doing and thus when their challenges were met, they felt a huge amount of accomplishment. More so than years down the road when they know they have the ability, skills, and thus expectations. When you don’t have expectations, sometimes the accomplishment is that more sweet.

Toil is good for the human spirit. Sports and toil go hand in hand. I sometimes hate it during the Olympics when the media latches on to the personal lives of the athletes. Always a hard luck story. A parent that died, growing up poor, an accident. To me it is just life. We all experience these things.

What is one of the beauties of sports is that it doesn’t matter what the background is. It is the moment. You are there, competing against a bunch of other people and it only matters what you have on that very day, at that very moment. All the other baggage is just that, baggage. It is wonderful.

I don’t think that being an athlete necessarily defines me. We define ourselves I think. I do know that many things I have learned through athletics apply to my life “off the field”. And I don’t know how I would have gathered that information without cycling. It is lucky the sport found me.

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What/Where to Race?

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This season has been pretty much a bust for me. I went into shoulder surgery pretty naïve figuring when I was told 6 weeks, I’d be riding in 4 and good to go in 8. That wasn’t close to the case. It’s nearly 5 months now and I can barely lift my arm over my head some days and there are tons of motions that I just can’t do as of yet.

That being said, I’ve also thrown myself on the ground some more, chopped myself with a chainsaw and have done various other things that have made racing difficult.

Anyway, I need to get a focus on what I want to do competitively the next couple months. Right now it seems my best form, which isn’t anywhere near my “best form”, is for MTB riding. I seem to have okay power sitting, climbing and really enjoyed getting my skill set back riding singletrack a couple weeks ago.

The only problem with this is that my right thumb is still jacked from crashing. This gamekeepers thumb thing got a lot better the first week and now is just in a steady state of pain. I can ride on the road, but it bothers me a lot. I’m pretty positive that there isn’t much medically that can be done with it. I’ve screwed it up a few times and every time I go to the doctor, it is the same thing. Maybe a cortisone injection would help reduce the inflammation, I don’t know. I don’t think I can screw up the tendon anymore than it is, since it isn’t attached anyway.

So, if my thumb stays bad, that probably rules out cross for a bit. Plus, it’s way too hot in most places to race cyclo-x. Cyclocross is a winter sport, even though we’ve pushed it to late summer, early fall now. I really don’t like going cross races and have the temperature be in the 80’s or worse 90’s. It just doesn’t seem right.

I was planning on racing the Crusher in the Tushar a couple weeks ago in Utah. Gravel road racing with horrendous climbs sounds fun. But, I crashed in Madison at Elite Road Nationals and really wasn’t prepared to head half way across the country to compete.

I’m glad I missed that one anyway. I’m really not big on lining up with Levi Lepheimer for any reason. I’m not sure why exactly, but out of all the US guys that “went down” with Lance, he is the one guy that bugs me the most. Like I said, I’m not sure why. Maybe it is because he sort of did the Lance thing on Floyd and made up a bunch of lies about him. Or maybe it is because he went to Leadville and beat up on Dave Wiens. Or maybe because he jumped into a MTB race when he was officially suspended. I’m not sure exactly, but for some reason he seems the least remorseful about the whole deal and he current actions just back it up more. So, Levi setting the record doesn’t seem squat to me. About the same as his Leadville record.

I got diverted there. So, back to a schedule. I obviously need to race so more to get some form back. Next weekend there are some criterium choices. The is a good race up in Des Moines, the East Village Criterium. It’s around the Iowa Capitol Building and has a climb each lap. There is also Elk Grove, which is only 2 criteriums for the 1/2’s. Leadville is still in the back of my mind, but that might be a stretch.

What I really need is a nice hilly road race. Maybe I’ll spend some time on the computer this morning and scout one out.

Below is Levi’s post race interview. It is perfect, I’m hearing exactly what I wanted to hear about his race.